run on sentences

july 15, 2009

it's good and it's bad and passionate and scary and sometimes we fall into a fit of giggles and other times it's so intense that i might burst but mostly it's the former and i just don't know what to feel about this and us but we're not an us it's me and you or you and me and for the first time that's okay because we are one thing one day and another thing the next but most of the time it's nice that you're there and i like when you chase me up the stairs or grab a lock my hair or when we sneak into places we're not supposed to and i don't know what to think, i wonder if this is okay, if it's okay that i don't really feel the way i should and that you don't feel the way that you should and that for the first time there are clear boundaries: i want this and you want that and it's all okay and i just kind of want to sleep the day away and not think about any of this that is happening.